I always feel quite disorientated after coming back to singapore from overseas, no matter how long or short the trip was. Things change here so rapidly, it takes a while to get into the flow of things again. Friends seemed to have moved further downstream and i needed sometime to find them again and keep up.

While i was away, good friend's grandmom passed away. It felt terrible not being able to be there for someone you care about when they need you. Yet, when i'm home, i'm not quite able to say the things i wanted to say, and seemed too cut off from her grief already to be able to help.

So i'm back home, and only the island of my home remained as always, unchanged.